Letter from the night.

I woke up with the lights on. I know I turned them off before I went to bed. When I looked at my cell phone after I woke up I found a very telling note to self that I don't remember writing. So I figured I would share.

"I've never felt more alone than I do right now. I have lived alone for quite some time and I've had nightmares by myself before. I just can't shake this one or slow down my racing heart. I'm leaving the lights on."

Had to clean up a few spelling errors but I wrote that and I don't remember doing it or having a nightmare. I must have written it because it was open when I checked my phone. I understand what I wrote but it isn't how I feel 98% of the time.

Maybe when I sleep it is the other 2%.